As I sit here restlessly
Why must I take life seriously
For life just seems to fade away
My heart is cold just like my bed
I find myself emotionally dead
Doesn't seem to matter how much I pray
Dreams are turned to nightmares
Images of you, my heart it bares
The loneliness of you no longer by my side
I long for you, that's all I know
Even though you hurt me long ago
Only heaven knows of how much I've cried
Trying to think of all the bad
To rid these feelings of being sad
Yet you still crowd my every thought
How is it you still bring me peace
When it's you I should want the very least
Time to throw out what was taught
No way should I make a move
I couldn't bare once more to lose
The girl, the girl who has my heart
I should say 'had,' but it's not true
No more lies, for I am through
Doesn't matter since we'll always be apart
It's not fair for me, of the next one
That I will love and bear my son
The part of me I won't ever get back
So back to bed to think of you
And remember how you called me Boo
My better half is exactly what I lack