Saturday, September 26, 2009

Breakthrough

It seems like years since I've started this. Everything beginning with a little hope, and kept inside as I try to cope. They told me it was right, what the heck did I miss? Cause now I'm stuck in a world of loneliness.

And now I don't know where I can lean. Everything beginning to to fall apart, and kept inside my confused heart. It's just like a puzzle, all clever and mean, to keep on going when the end is not seen.

So many now tell me what I should do. Everything beginning to lose its light, and kept inside, I've lost my might. I've tried to mend, to tape, to glue. The little hope lost for I don't have you.

So how much more should I even try? Everything beginning to escape my grip, and kept inside as it begins to rip. My soul, it screams, I cannot deny. As my heart dries up, all I do is cry.

This agony reigns, the Lord must be near. Everything beginning to darken my sight, and kept inside, not knowing whats right. Where is His hand to wipe this tear? To pull me from this world of fear?

Yet she's still there, she's in my grasp. Everything beginning to be so hard, and kept inside leaving me so scarred. Every surrounding is a memory of our past. How much longer must this endless pain last?

The future seem black, it seems so bare. Everything beginning to seem empty, and kept inside for I cannot see. All purpose is gone, love is not fair. For I seem to continue in getting nowhere.

The thought still stands, I feel betrayed. Everything beginning to be blinded by hate, and kept inside, at my heart it ate. With a future so worthless you have made. My past left to die and I have no aid.

But tomorrow will come, I'll have to move on. Everything beginning to seem pointless, and kept inside, everything a bliss. For I will no longer be your pawn. And the bitter feelings will soon be gone.

Happiness will come, the Lord is there. Everything beginning to be lifted away, and kept inside cause it wants to stay. As I get wrapped in His sweet and tender care. And the loss of you will stop to tare.

The answer is there, the whole time I knew. Everything beginning to not be sore, and kept inside my heart no more. God has His ways, this is true. To look back and see how much I grew.

Sowing in His love into my life. Everything beginning to relieve the ache, and kept inside for Him to take. Mending the hurt, taking away the strife. And removing from my heart this jagged knife.

I do not know what tomorrow will bring. Everything beginning to leave the gray, and kept inside until I pray. His love brings faith, and joy I can sing, for I've woken up to a new morning.