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What I find more ridiculous than a person that has someone fighting for them, is the person that is doing the fighting themselves.

Love is a bond between two people that brings more joy and happiness than anything else in this world. And once shared is no longer able to officially break. Yes, they might fall out of love…but the bond that was created will always hold a piece in the others heart, even if it were but a thin string.

Unfortunately, when that love is sometimes faded out, one of the two still holds on to that string and tries to make something of it. They might tug…give some slack for a moment…then pull yet again and try to hold on to that which is not sufficient enough to keep either party happy. So one fights…is it honorable…maybe, but not when the one being fought for is over the situation. This situation then leaves the one fighting in a whirlpool of gray matter that leads them to nowhere. The thought of romanticism or chivalry is blinded and only a matter of loneliness and them reaching for anything they can grab a hold of. All the while drowning them in confusion and misleading emotions.

Love is definitely something to be fought for. It is beautiful, it is pure. And in circumstances where it needs to be a battle, the two involved must be willing to fight for it. Then bringing both of them to a higher state of love and understanding. It leads them to stronger ties and unbreakable vows. True love will strive through dark, thick forests and land mined fields. It can conquer anything. Yet, the second one decides to fight for their own, by themselves, and forget about the other…the clasped hands then break, never to be held together again. So for the one to continue to wander in darkness…hoping to find the one that is running from them, as cute or honorable or whatever it may be, I find it ridiculous and stupid. It is demeaning to the one fighting. Fighting for something or someone that’s no longer cares is a black hole sucking energy and time and produces nothing but more black and emptiness.

Love should be found together. Love should last together. If one fails to feel this then the love is betrayed. The love is gone. No one should fight for the lost one. For it will only lead them to continue being alone and become the one who is really lost.

Selfish Lonliness

I once had more than enough

To accomplish all before me

Until I saw the tempting new

And just couldn't let it be

Rushing to grasp before it was gone

What happiness it would bring

Yet forgetting what I already had

I lost control, and was left with nothing

Game of Life

The fate of your move to advance your pawn

Exists in your heart to continue to move on

While you try to understand and do whats right

You always seem surronded by the black Knight

Your joy seems lost, it's just that they took

And your future glim as they cornered your rook

So you reach to your friend, and use our bishop

Then the slanted path your on begins to look up

Yet she is on the other side and can't be seen

Struggling with hope for you can't see your queen

There is no advice, you are not winning

And you find yourself alone, just a lonely king

Still one step forward you'll continue to make

There is nothing more from you they can take

No one will hurt or ever change your fate

Cause the game isn't over till you hear check mate

Stay strong and move forward and bear every scratch

For if you do, you will win life's match

The Miracle of Forgiveness

My Repentance begins with me

Getting down and on my knee

Then forgiveness we will see

And be with Him for eternity.

Our short lives just keep getting shorter with each day we live. How did we live that day? Are we closer to God or Hell because of it? Thankfully our "Hell Days" may be forgiven us with enough faith to believe the great Miracle of Forgiveness. And be cleansed. That when the night comes we can say. It was a good day Heavenly Father. A good day!

LOST

I find confusion in the air

Something has happened, somethings not fair

It's here, I feel it, it feels so strong

And now I don't know where I belong

Who can I tell, or even express

This new found state of loneliness

My Thoughts On Love

As I try to express certain feelings, I become aware of the difficulty in portraying the exact emotion or feeling through this pen. The human being has been given the ability to feel, and with such a sense, then, is able to act upon those feelings and direct their character to a desired location. The stirring emotion within us will drive our passion to expected or unexpected outcomes. Love is the main force in which drives us to do most things. To try and explain love, I am faced with the same challenge as to explain how life and everything pertaining to it exists. Love for money, fame, or whatever else cannot even be introduced into the same category as loving another human being. Such a force is compared to the unexpected, unchangeable force of weather. When it happens, there is nothing you can do to stop it. To find it, one would risk his own life, betray close ones, or challenge the very force of God. Or so this is what today’s film has brought us to believe. Is true love only found in books or film, basically meaning our imagination? Does the human heart urn for something unattainable? Does true love exist? Would one be willing to have his heart so vulnerable to another, that if the loved one were to break it, the heart itself would question reason of life and give up? I find love to be reached in thought and transformed to undying love. How many knights in shining armor go to the very pits of hell to find or save their damsel? I have yet to have met one. However, real life seems to contradict the imagination and gives to us real love. The feeling, or true emotion, of real love does exist. It’s what drives mankind to reach happiness. Those who continue in their false beliefs are then led to a life of solitude and sorrow. One has to work at finding it. They have to put themselves in a vulnerable state and accept what happens, strengthening with each scratch or tare, growing with time. True love does exist. It will drive one to extraordinary ends. It is the ambition that drives the soul each new day. Where is this love? Our Father in Heaven will guide you to it with each law obeyed, with time…his time. My heart longs for the true feeling in which explains my lack of careful and meaningful description. I only know the taste of love. Yet enough taste to make me long for more. To perform the unexpected. To enjoy life by knowing the good will come. Faith brings love, love brings purpose, and understanding our purpose explains life.

Taking His Hand

TAKING HIS HAND

His hand is open for all to take.
To save us from the fiery lake.
Yet still we slip and begin to fall,
And find ourselves behind a wall.
Still as always, a way back He’ll make,
Because of His love He has for all.
But doing so is still your choice,
And when you do,
TOGETHER,
You will rejoice!

MICHAEL C. HANKS

To Whom May Assume

Never assume what you don't know.

Destroying truth you won't ever know

Never knowing what you could have known

Destroying the reason you've never known.